Miss you

Is it sad to say I miss you

only because you’re never too far away

your literally always my knight in shining armor to save the day

I guess what I am saying is

I miss the times that we had

even though we still have them

I guess it’s different now

We are no longer one

I still dream about our wedding day

I still have hopes for us

and even though things are easy now

No more fights

No more tears to cry

We may be better off how we are

a part of me wants to take a chance

continue to fight for the love of my life

but I am afraid to risk it all

my worst fear is losing you completely

I am putting the love into myself

but there is still enough left over for you

For now, I will just enjoy the moment

I will take every second that we have

embrace your touch and smell as if it’s my last

while continuing to work on me

Hopefully one day we won’t be so broken

we would have put in enough work on ourselves

to come back to each other

Although I pray for our happy ending

even if we aren’t meant for each other